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Hm… Would like to say… Happy New Year 2007 to all of my friends… may this year be a brighter year… with new hopes, new dreams, new career, and new YOU. 

one more thing, wanna say sorry to u coz i can’t reply the text message last nite… there is network trouble with the operator, Telkomsel.

Story bout last nite….
Its the 1st time i spent my new year’s eve in a club. well it’s not a well known one coz its still new,called nine clouds on Menara Jamsostek 9th floor, the crowd is ok, not so hectic like in vertigo or x-lounge or maybe in blowfish. i went there with my bear… n we met up with couples of his friend there. at the club, we r having wine and talking, and chattering with his friend. it was fun….. n there goes the surprise… at 12 past few mins… suddenly he ask me that question… i was surprised, n so happy… finally….. that question pop up… seeing as its been quite a long time that we’ve been together… the unofficial is official now. it is the best new year’s present i ever have. it is to have someone that i really love… coz there is only one happiness in life, to love and be loved.
hopefully this can last long and i can be with him forever…. hm… i know there’s no such thing as forever but… the hope of it is always there.

once again… "HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS"

Well… as i said,… new year is coming but… i feel so lonely… all my families already have their own plan… but for me em stuck with no place to go and most of my friends is  not in town… so sad. niwei… the only great  things is just i can be with my bear… duh….. apa yah yang enak untuk taon baruan??? seru2an dimana ya??
tau ah bingung….
um… gue lagi punya pertanyaan… ada ga yang pernah ngerasain kangennnnnnnnn banget ma seseorang n perasaan bakal ngelakuin apa aja ato nempuh jarak berapa aja asal bisa ketemu ma orang tersebut…
itu duank sih yang jadi penasaran gue… ya udah ah banyak banget nyamuk disini… gue mo kabur dulu… ciao…

Hari ini gue seneng banget…………. walaupun hari ini gue musti ngurusin mobil, tapi yang pasti pagi2 gue udah dapet surprise yang bener2 bikin hari ini jadi indah…….
n pastinya dari siapa lagi kalo bukan bear tecinta……
that’s all bout the my happiness….

niwei… liburan kali ini basi… gue bener2 ga ada tujuan n ga tau mau kemana… tapi yang pasti orang rumah tuh pada kabur semua alias ada acara sendiri… yang pada akhirnya meninggalkan gue sendirian… i’m left alone… ixixix…. luckily i still have bear to share my lonely days… smoga bisa old an new ma bear…
trus lagi berhubung taon baru udah makin deket… resolusi taon baru musti bener2 dijalanin n dipikirin lagi nih apa yang kurang n yang mana yang musti dijalanin duluan… trus semoga aja semua bisa terpenuhi. tapi yang paling pasti semoga jodoh taon ini bisa fix… n direstui dari semua pihak. tak ingin sendiri yang pasti… n buat sodara gue tecinta, ling; temen gue yang nun jauh disana, jess; n temen tecinta gue, nana; semoga aja… taon depan kita semua bisa mendapatkan apa yang kita mau… yang pasti buat semua semoga cepet dapet pasangan….
rite then… gtg now… nite2

Taon ini bener2 taon yang berkesan banget buat gue… secara gue ga pernah bener2 ngerayain natal… ya kalo beberapa taon yang lalu paling cuma misa natal aja… tapi semenjak ada bom waktu malem natal dulu… gue udah ga pernah ikutan misa malem natal. tapi taon ini… gue bisa misa malem natal lagi… n itu semua karena bear tecinta… gue seneng… banget. trus lagi… selain itu pas hari natal nya diajakin  makan bareng ma kuarga bear… ^_^ jadi taon ini gue bener2 ngerayain natal…

hari ini pagi2 gue uda jalan dari rumah ke tempat sodara gue… trus dari situ gue langsung ke rumah bear… siangnya lunch rame2 di rumah bear. lanjut abiz acara makan selesai gue pg ntn d ma bear. ntn eragon… naganya pas baby lucu banget…… abiz itu baru d gue pulang. dan sekarang gue lagi mo bersiap2 untuk tidur… g/nite…

It’s Christmas Day… the King is Born… wanna wish u all a Merry Christmas n A Happy New Year 2007… may the magic of Christmas brings a new spirit for the new year…

*Peace n Joy to you all on this Christmas day….

Gue baru bangun, tapi masih ngantuk banget…. rasanya pengen banget tidur lagi… tapi ga bisa soalnya udah siang n hari ini gue perlu pergi gitu… mo ambil barang n ke rumah  seseorang…  semoga aja hari ini bakalan jadi hari yang menyenangkan… trus… ga kerasa banget… besok udah christmas……….. well gtg now… ciao

Well well… hari ini gue mendapat pelajaran baru ttg marriage life… yang ternyata sangat complicated… there are so many things that must be considered. well life it not that easy… gue ga tau apakah semua orang yang dah married punya masalah yang serupa apa nggak tapi gue berharap semoga ntar gue kalo udah married ga dikasi cobaan yang berat2 banget.
n sepertinya emang bener banget kalo masa pacaran tuh masa yang paling indah banget… dimana orang yang loe sayang bisa memberikan perhatian yang sangat2 extra… n disayangi… n lain2…
tapi yang gue bingung kenapa kalo udah married… semua bisa berubah… seseorang yang kita sayang n yg kita kira bisa nyayangin kita selalu tuh bisa berubah jadi orang yang berbeda… boro2 masih memperhatikan… ga di marahin aja udah bagus. apakah yang namanya married life itu kayak gitu? bukan nya mustinya malah bahagia karena kita bisa barengan terus ama seseorang yg kita sayang n cinta???
kadang gue bingung…. manusia tuh aneh… ada di depan mata di sia2in… giliran ga ada baru dicariin or nyesel… apa semua orang tuh… harus kehilangan dulu baru bisa mengerti n menghargai sesuatu yang mereka punya??? bukannya kalo kayak gitu terlambat??? kenapa kalo pas masih pacaran pasangan bisa selalu nyariin n curhat kalo ada masalah, tapi pas udah married mereka malah jadi tertutup?? bukannya kalo married itu seharusnya berbagi???
aneh… gue kadang bener2 ga ngerti pemikiran manusia sekarang ini. buat semua yang ngebaca… inget nih… hargailah apa yang loe punya sebelom sesuatu itu hilang… n loe nyesel untuk selamanya… n buat para couple… inget inget… yg namanya komunikasi tuh pentinggggggggggg banget….. karena diem tuh ga bisa nyelesain masalah.

It’s 22nd of December… which means that its…. Mother’s day…. so… have u say anything to your mom today??? For me… i’ve called my mom and wish her a very happy day…. coz its her day n i’ve sent her flowers.
niwei i wanna thank GOD for giving me such a great mom… even though she might not be here with me now.. but she is always there when i’m in need. and for all the love and care she’s given to me and all the things she taught me… i’m really thankful…. i know i can’t repay her for everything she has done to me… i just hope i can be a good daughter and make her happy….
For all the mom out there…. HAPPY MOTHER’S DAY!!!!!!

Akhirnya sekarang gue bisa bernapas dengan lega…. setelah sekian lama gue belajar n jadi anak kuliahan…. ehehe…. gue masuk ke tahap akhir kuliah… bisa jadi anak Final Year beneran…. senangnya…. ujian yang kemaren ini bikin otak gue sekarat ternyata membuahkan hasil baik. gue lulus…  huh….. senangnya…. thank you banget d buat semua lecturer gue yang udah ngebantuin gue…. hehehe…. trus lagi… semester depan gue bakal ke kuching 2 minggu….. so… Malaysia…. here i come…. uugghh… miss that place so much.

Hm… wat a day… finally i can wake up late… n relax myself plus… enjoying the stuff that i love to do… em doing my sleeping beauty cross-stitching now…

story of the day,…
just now, my auntie told me a news about a baby girl which is just 2 years old, she fell off from 21th storey of Mediterranea Apartment.  can u imagine  that… 21 floors… the rumors said that the family have no  servant/maid and nanny, and the silliest thing is that, the parent is actually home. they both are sleeping in the room, leaving the child all alone outside. so she play by herself and suddenly didn’t know how,she fell off. one thing for sure is that the baby girl is gone… and the parents are detained by the police.

sometimes i just don’t understand how could parents recklessly take care of their child. izzit like they just love making babies and but they don’t like to take care the babies themselves???
i’ve seen so many cases about this, not about the fell off thingy, but more about the parents that were actually didn’t watch for their children well. mostly they leave their children with the nanny or servant. did they ever think that child is the gift from God?? that need to be taken care of… and also isn’t wonderful to watch your own child grow from baby until they can walk or talk and do many things??

it such a pity to know that adult is really selfish sometimes in cases like this. for some family that hasn’t been given a child, they would sacrifice many just to have a child. but for some who had been given, they didn’t really take a good care of them. and at the end, when the child become adult, the same thing could happen.
do you know that how a child being brought up in a family will affect their life when they become an adult…

well well… it is just what i think… i hope in the future there will be less problem like this. i just wish for the parents out there, parents will be, and other people to think twice before you do something. if u are not ready or capable of being parents, dun be…. please consider the baby/child… that might be the neglected.