another tiring day

Entah kenapa, gue ngerasa hari ini tuh gue cape banget…….. padahal banyak banget yang musti gue lakuin tapi ga niat sama sekali untuk gue lakuin. well…. who can help me then… i guess no one, except myself.

hari ini gue ngejalanin seperti biasa… bangun, mandi, makan n ngampus… huhuh…. bosen banget… siang tadi sempet sih lunch bareng ama orang kantornya bear di tere.

biz itu balik kampus lagi…

hm….

kadang2 ga tau napa gue sering banget ngerasa sepi… sendiri… padahal banyak banget orang2 disekeliling gue…. tapi tetep aja gue ngerasa kesepian… kecuali kalo co gue lagi ada di samping gue… gue ngerasa nyaman n tenang n gue bener2 ngerasa safe… n ga sendiri lagi… tapi… kadang kalo gue lagi mikir, apakah dia bener akan selalu ada buat gue??? kadang gue takut… kalo apa yang selama ini ada tuh ga ‘real’… ya… ngerti kan maksud gue…

my bear…. if i ask… do u really love me???? what will u answer?? and if i ask u how deep is ur love ??? what is ur answer?? and lastly if i ask u will u always be there for me??? wat will u answer??

and if… i’m not like the gal u first met… will u still be in love with me? if i’m in a bad mood, will u still be there for me? if i’m sad… will u be there to hug me? if i need u… will u be there to hold my hand… and if i cry… will u be there to dry my tears???

i love u so much… n i just hope that u’ll love me the same way…

2 Responses to “another tiring day”

  1. Nathania Says:

    duh cedih amat cihhh… kan ada gueee… kalo abang lo ga mau, gue mau kok… huahauhauahauha… jijay…

  2. '-' Says:

    iyah tan… tau kok masih ada eloe… hehehe… ntar ya tenang aja jatah eloe masih ada.

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