All About me…

i always wonder why we always have to make choices in our life. and sometime the choices that we made are not always a good one. then when this happen, usually we tend to regret it until we can overcome the bad choices that has been made. should it be always like this??? why we have to regret the bad choices while actually we are the one that made up that decision. i know sometimes bad choices are made because at that moment we think its the best solution, while then it might haunt us for a long time. the question is why we often regret our decision and let the past haunt us?? did u ever think that maybe it was not a bad choice at all. maybe we are too afraid to lose the memories until we didn’t see the bright light that is coming. i do believe that everything happens for a reason, and it is to be better.
do we really like to be haunted by the past, the choices that we made??? i dun think we like to live that life. for me, bad choices is medicine that make me better and make stronger and from that i can learn and gain something. that is not to repeat the same thing again. like they say even a donkey didn’t fall into the same hole twice. i know it is easier to say than to apply it… but we have to learn to accept that we can’t expect everything is done as what we want it. we need to learn to accept until then, we can give the best for our life….

Well… dah lamaaaaaaaaaa banget rasanya ga nulis blog. um… sebenernya lagi bingung juga sih mo crita apa, tapi….
hari ini  kata orang tuh hari valentine……. hari kasih sayang. 
tapi entah kenapa semakin lama kayaknya semua hari buat gue tuh sama aja…. yah tinggal gimana dijalaninnya aja. nothing much n nothing special. don’t know because age matter or…..
like they say, live ur life to the fullest like tomorrow might never come so that u won’t regret anything.
hari ini, bangun gara2 kepanasan… semalem dirumah gue abis mati lampu…. hiks… sekringnya konslet trus kebakar…. mati d lampunya.

menunggu…. sepertinya itu pekerjaan yang selalu gue lakuin entah gue pengen ato nggak…. gue harus selalu menunggu…. yup… nungguin dia. seseorang yang paling deket ma gue saat ini n seseorang yang paling gue sayang n yang selalu tau apa yang gue mau tanpa harus gue omongin… tapi kadang dia juga bisa jadi orang yang sangat2 bikin gue geregetan. huhuhu……..
tadinya gue pikir dia bakal buka suara gitu bilang mo ngapain gitu… tapi setelah ditunggu2 tau nya… huhuhu…. ga ada tuh. akhirnya baru d gue bilang mo ketemuan n jadinya kita dinner… sayang, sekali2 napa sih kamu tuh ga bikin gemes…..
dinner di red square… ngobrol n pulang…. cuma sebentar tapi gue seneng…

my bear…. kamu tau ga sih… kalo aku tuh sayang…… banget ma kamu… asalkan bisa ngabisin waktu ma kamu aja aku tuh udah seneng…. bisa berdua…. sambil ugi2…. its the best time……..